looks and flirts
I was gonna post this on my other blog, but i was overcome with irateness when i wanted to post it there, and i don't think its time to take that blog off first place so i'll put this one here! So loyal readers, you get this piece or insightfullness here!I've noticed something recently, over the last three odd weeks, that i have been getting alot of guy attention from guys i don't know. I'm not saying that randoms are coming up to me on the street to grab a snog or anything. Its just extra looks, extra flirtage, hell i got wolf whistled the other day on the streets of camberwell. On friday i had major flirtage from the guy who served me my potato-cake in the west end cafe. He called me 'smiles' and was chatting me up, not that i minded one bit coz he is hot as. Its not the first time i've noticed him, he is one of the few reasons i buy food on campus!
But my point is, why now? What is it about me now that makes me extra flitable? i haven't dropped any weight, i think i'm heavier than ever actually, so i don't think i look extra desirable. Especailly since i'm never really dressed up when these things occur, i'm just regular old me... And you know what i mean about looks don't you? They're not the blank look at you looks, they're the once, twice, up-and-down, apraisal looks. Everytime i get one at thte moment i think something must be wrong! Have i got something on me? Ahh! But i don't, i'm not hideoulsy disfigured, i'm not wearing my shirt backwards or tucked into my pants... I have no idea what it is! I haven't even gotten my hair cut or started to wear more make-up or anything.
And another thing, this increase in "from afar" guy attention hasn't resulted in an increaase in physical guy attention. However, it must be said that i haven't put myself in that place in ages. I have only been to the nott once in the last month (teaching rouds got in the way) and when i was there i hung out with people who were either girls, or who wouldn't be interested in a million years and vice versa. But i'm curious to see whether this apparent interest and lookage that i have been getting will translate into actual action. I have a feeling it won't, i don't think its like that. Its just a good spell for flattery is all... Which i'm all good with, nothing wrong with people making you feel awesome and calling you 'smiles'.... It makes me smile even more!
Be well
Mel xoxo
posted by Super_Hot_Mel @ 1:35 pm
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