Is this what its going to be like
If having a bf entails me having four hours sleep then i'll pass. Is it bad of me to value sleep over someone? ah, well, thats not true, i would happily do it all again, just not before i catch up on my sleep!How can one night spent talking to someone you have known for years be one of my best ever? How can it change so suddenly? What made it change? Is it the fact that we were both so acutely aware that we were running out of time, that we had to do something before it was too late, or was it purely the drunken rambling that result when an equally drunk friend tells you that you should make out? If it was just the latter though, i don't think it would have happened that way, or would still be happening this way.
Oh, for those taking notes, we talked about my fear, he now knows that i just can't do it, can't make a move. I thought that was a good thing but what if he reads into it that i don't like him enough to be able to conquer that fear? or is it just my brain working overtime again?
Oooh, i need sleep
mel xoxo

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Ur brains working over time.
I like to think it was the drunk friend telling you to make out.
And boyfriends don't equal alot of sleep - it's not that they CAN'T, its just that both parties choose to forgo such luxuries for other reasons.
I've decided that happiness is a combo of 3 things...
1. diet coke
2. Chicken focacia
3. Cookies and Cream ice-cream.
Just 3 simple steps away! lol
Moral - sleep is not required lol
Personally, I like sleep. However, there is something uniquely energetic about staying up to all hours and just enjoying one's company.
So yes. Cherish the moment. It's not all cookies and cream. Sometimes its Oreo's and Teddy Bear Biscuits.
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