What do you do when...
What do you do when you have something that your so happy that all you want to do is smile and sing and laugh, but feel that you shouldn't be so public about it? When you want to scream from the roof tops but are concerned that others will disaprove? When you want to blog about it but have to resort to the less popular, less obvious blog with highly unsubtle overtones in the entry?
Do i shout it regardless, or do i stay quiet and keep the giddyness all to myself, which is hard. Do i sit quietly (or as quiet as i get), and only inform the chosen few (which is an ever expanding number anyway). Will it ruin it if the story is over told? Will it cheapen the expereince, or leve the door open for others to intrude more than they are. Or is informing them more likely to keep them out of it, Information is power, is it power to mind their own business and not get drunk and talk too much? Or will they merely talk more?
Must Dash... Idol
Mel
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Hi everyone. i've been drinking since like, 1:30 and because of that my typing skills are somewhat impaired. They;'re OK, they'd be etter if people stopped sayiogn "Catch ups" regardless of the fact that i am not one to really giove in to npeer pressure, i like my own may and i like to be incotntrol of my body. Whih from my typing you cna see that its not really happeneing. So the whole last sentance can go out the window can't it?
So this is Day two of the seven Day drinking plan (see J-Ho and Rizzle's blog for full details) and im tired, and poor and drunk. I've already made and executive desicion to not go out tomorrow night if people decide to do so as i need sleep and to keep money. My monday plans are the ones that are most in the balance. I had a super amount of fun today and another day with Jill and Rust of the piss would be awesome, but then the money issue comes into play and i have to think of these things don't i?
Fot those keeping track, i have had 3.5 hours sleep thanks to somone, and have consumed alcohol at numerous pubs today. my face is numb and my typing sucks serious ass,, but then with two weeks left at richo, who can blame me really?
Ok, off to find Jane as she seems to have abandoned me
Stay safe, stay drunk, have fun
Mel
xoxo
